Easier Said Than Done!

I've always been the advicer, Rarely the one needing advice; I've  never been the one to cry over a guy; I've never been that girl who would keep her head down all class because she could'nt come to the conclusion that things were over.....Until Now.
Love is a strong word, it's continually misused; for the wrong reasons, by the wrong people, and sometiomes used " just because" . Im not gonna lie, LOVE HURTS, Especially when the one person you love, hurt you so bad. I never understood why my friends were so attached to there ex's, or why they couldnt move on. 9 months ago, I didnt understand a lot of things.
Missing school for no extreme reason, just because she wants to be left alone, crying 24/7, Starving herself to the point where she couldnt stand without getting the feeling that she was going to pass out...That girl was once me. I went out with a guy for 8 1/2 months and I was head over heels for him. He broke up with me because " He Wasnt Happy" . A couple days later he started dating someone new and it made me wonder if this whole time he had been playing me. I'm going to keep it real, I still do Love him alot and I'm almost positive that I always will. I don't hate him...And I dont wish anything bad upon him.
This past month I've grown up soooo much. Ive realized so many things. I was always the one to tell people " just get over him, he's not worth it", But I realized thats much easier said than done. When you truly love someone you cant just get over them.
I've realized that believe it or not " LIFE DOES GO ON", even if it may not seem like it at first.
I've realized that everyone takes breakups differently and no one can really tell a person that they know how that person feels because in all honesty they dont.
Im done being an emotional wreck, Im done wishing I could back and change things, Im just done with this in general. I truly do believe that everything happens for a reason, so I'm gonna take this as a learning experience and Im going to grow off of it.
Just remember life does go on, and its okay to be sad for a certain amount of time. Theres no point of saying that you hate him/her, or wishing bad things upon that person because you know that if that stuff did happen you would be devastated.
Dont let breakups bring you down, Your beautiful (;

Sincerely,

A changed girl (: